anyways, this weekend from work was hell.
i hate conflicts of interest.
i hate ra's who think they are the boss just because their 20 y.o son is involved with the boss.
i just hate being in a situation where i feel like i need to watch my back, that i can't talk to my favorite nurse who's the second manager on duty.

it's just lame.

and fucking annoying.
and the old me would be ready to just run away to the other site that's offering a similar job.

but alas, i've grown, and need to face this bullSHIT face on.
i would like to run away though.
honestly.

at least i have my favorite nurse to back me up.
as well as my other favorite nurses.


i could pull in the director of operations card, but i don't want to make enemies.
i just want to be able to go into work, and enjoy it and make a difference to a population that needs that needs care.

i really just hope that
things work out.
i'm sure they will.

i hope they will.
and i hope that i won't have to find a new job.

best line of the night over IM:

Katie from BBY: i don't want to wait
Me: ok paula cole